The Necessity Of Actions

About an hour ago I was screwing about creating a new blog or not. The conclusion I came to was NO. Let me go through my reasonings for this.

1. I dont want to have to establish a new Blog, lay down the foundations of what is about and why I'm doing it etc.

2. It serves no function, it is just me thinking I am making good use of time when it isn't. I have a perfectly fine blog here.

3. This blog has got history, it shows that I am human. On display are all my mistakes, my boasts, my petty little insights of what I felt true of the world. I'd like to show people what actually takes place when you undergo massive change. It gives a true representation of my journey and not some bullshit that I have edited and changed to make me look good or cool. That is superficial and doesn't serve anyone.

4. Blogger had undergone some really good changes, and I get on with it better than Wordpress or Tumblr.

All in all a good logical decision. Let this post stand as a reminder if I begin to think like that again.

Love Jack.

Video 6 - Breaking Barriers

I made this video yesterday so I have actually done what was said in the video, gone to Westfield Shopping Centre Stratford and told three random women that I find them beautiful. It was not to try and pick women up but to overcome "approach anxiety". I need to get used to pushing through that nervous state, the more I do it the more it will be come natural and I will be well on my way to social fearlessness.

I also went to my friends birthday in the evening, I finished work at 10pm so I was pretty tired, but after watching a RSD video of Owen talking about "hammering" it out, I still went just to get used to going out on regular basis. Its all about developing a set of habits that will become ingrained into your psyche.

I will keep up the momentum and achieve all i can be.

Love Jack.

Video - 5 Comedic Revival

Hey, I'm dragging this blog out of the depths. Ive gone though a lot of changes in the past few months and It has brought me back here. I'm still a capricious narcissistic little fucker, but Im starting to realise we all are.

Coming back well and truly humbled I want to give stand up comedy another go. Im starting to realise that over analysing things creates fictional problems in your own head, that the only enemy we have in this life is ourself.

Im also interested in "Pick Up" and the community that surrounds that. A major part of somebodies "Game" is getting your own internal affairs sorted; your happiness, your own self value and your own self love. The great paradox of letting go of the outcome when approaching women is something that I realise will help me great when performing standup. That getting up on stage is just as important as getting laughs and is also something that should be celebrated.

Any way here is a video of Owen from "Real Social Dynamics" that has helped me greatly.

I wont be posting this on FB or any forums as of yet as for obvious reasons I don't want this to be seen as further procrastination from actually achieving my life goals.

Love Jack